The Fundamental Question For Recovering Narcissists

//The Fundamental Question For Recovering Narcissists

The Fundamental Question For Recovering Narcissists

A few months ago I was working with one of my coaching clients, who was having trouble with all kinds of relationships. He was having difficulties with his intimate partner as well as with other people in his life. It seemed like my client had difficulty in empathizing with other people, and was more concerned with his own feelings. In an effort to understand him better and to be of greater service, I went on my Kindle to look for a book about narcissistic personality.

Turns out, there are plenty of books like that, but here is the strange thing. Every single one of them is written as self-help books of how to deal with…protect yourself from…create boundaries with…a narcissist. I could not find a single book on Amazon that was actually designed for people who recognize narcissistic tendencies in themselves and who would like to heal them.

Isn’t that strange? There are a gazillion books about how to deal with depression, or addiction, or grieving, but nothing on how to deal with narcissism in yourself. There are also all kinds of support groups for these same challenges, but I am curious, have you ever heard of a support group for recovering narcissists? I wonder why that is…do you think perhaps that there would be no market for it, or narcissists are too full of their own opinions and too busy defending themselves about being right to be interested in self-improvement? Anyway, I ended up buying three of those books and diving in. Lo and behold, to my horror, I discovered that this was not just relevant in helping me to coach my client. I was learning things about unconscious patterns to be found in that fella I see in the mirror every morning when I brush my teeth. I also realized that narcissistic tendencies (not to be confused with full-blown narcissistic personality disorder, which is much more extreme) often go along with people writing books, becoming teachers, and developing a social media presence.

Think about it. If you go back to high school in your mind, all the empathetic people become caregivers, the shy people become academics, the highly creative people become painters or musicians. The narcissistic people, the ones who really enjoy a lot of attention and prefer to sound off their own theories about everything rather than take curiosity in other people, it is those people are going to instinctively look for career opportunities that allow them to fulfill their dreams of getting as much attention as possible.

Narcissism is often misunderstood. Culturally, we think of narcissistic people as the perpetrators, the ones who cause suffering to others, whereas empathetic or co-dependent people are the ones who suffer as a result, but narcissistic tendencies can also be a cause of suffering. It is not an easy place to live. First, it easily destroys relationships, so narcissists do not always have long-term nurturing people they can rely upon. They may remarry many times in their life. Narcissists also have a very low level of trust in being carried by a group or by the bigger force that takes care of all of us. A narcissist feels I have to do it myself, I have to strive to stand out. If I do not continuously struggle for attention, I will quickly be ignored and forgotten.

That is a sad and arid valley to live in all alone.

Having realized some narcissistic leanings in myself and seeing these same leanings in many of my clients (many of them are extraordinarily brilliant and make huge contributions), as well as having noticed the dearth of useful support for people who would like to heal themselves of these tendencies, I am offering you a couple of tips here today.

1. Remember The Fundamental Question

Most narcissists engage in communication and action involving other people driven by the question of “How can I feel better?” If I talk more loudly…if I make people laugh more…if I dominate the conversation…if I create an audience for myself…I am going to feel good. At least that is the idea, but it ends up being a superficial form of feeling good. If you recognize narcissistic tendencies in yourself and you would like to relax the contraction around them, you can simply keep this question present in your mind as often as possible: “How would I like the other person to feel? What experience would I like to create for this other person?”

Now, of course, a narcissist is only going to be willing to think of a question like that initially from a position of self-interest. That is how narcissists are, but there is nothing wrong with that as long as we move in the direction we want. It is fairly easy for a narcissistic person to understand that if I keep this question alive, “how would I like the other person to feel, what experience would I like to create for them,” the result will be deeper, longer lasting, and more nourishing relationships. The “what is in it for me” question has just been expanded to a 10 or 20-year timeframe instead of focusing on immediate gratification.

2. Any Form Of Prayer 

There are lots of ways to pray, but almost any form of prayer will antidote narcissistic feelings. One simple prayer that I love, which Chameli and I use at night often before we go to sleep, is to say “thank you.”

Thank you for this delicious marriage.

Thank you for this lovely house in which we live.

Thank you for the furry cats who sleep on our bed.

Thank you for the lovely food in our kitchen.

Thank you for the garden.

You can keep saying thank you like this for as long as you want, you will never run out. When you say thank you, it restores that feeling of trust and the recognition that you are carried by a force bigger than yourself. It relaxes the striving to get more. You realize that you are really loved and taken care of, there is nothing missing.

The other great prayer that will instinctively revert narcissism is the perennial prayer that we find in any culture and tradition: “Thy will be done.” I love the Arabic innsh’allah, which means “God be willing.” If you repeat this frequently: handing everything over to the will of God, it will over time generate the feeling of trust and relaxation.

So there you have it: not so difficult. Although many narcissistic people do not particularly want to introspect or improve themselves (because they tend to think they are already better than everybody else) the perfect window to turn to practices like this is when things go wrong: when relationships break down, when there is loneliness, or a feeling of emptiness. If you notice any echos of narcissism in yourself, which most of us can find without having to look too deeply, I would love to hear from you if you have time to try out these simple practices.

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7 Comments

  1. Lion Goodman, PCC May 2, 2019 at 8:07 pm - Reply

    I’ll add one more question to your first two. As a Recovering Narcissist myself, I find that what differentiates someone who can recover from narcissistic traits from someone who probably can’t is whether they care about their impact on the other person. If you can recognize that you’re harming the other person – emotionally, mentally, physically, or spiritually – and you don’t want to do more harm, you can enter recovery, which like any recovery, requires awareness, learning, study, practice, and confronting your less-than-ideal nature. So the question to ask is, “Do I care about the other person as much as I care about myself? If the answer is yes, you’ve got tendencies and traits of narcissism, not a psychological disorder. This is why it’s SO important that we don’t label ourselves or others as “narcissists.” It’s a wide spectrum, from healthy self-care to toxic NPD. Most men I’ve met have at least SOME narcissistic tendencies. We’re trained for them by the culture. And… we can recover. I love your idea for a support group. We need support to recover our loving nature and our full humanity.

    • Arjuna Ardagh May 2, 2019 at 8:17 pm - Reply

      great brother! Lets do a podcast on this…

  2. Carmen Marksteiner May 3, 2019 at 12:18 am - Reply

    Dear Arjuna,
    Interesting topic. Sitting with this opens up the thousand layers and parts within in us as human being. And the border from tendency to disorder is not always obvious. I wonder how much love a narcissistic being must be in need of and how selfish sometimes help turns out. I consider myself as empath but I know those narcissistic tendencies very well, too. I know how it is when I cannot keep boundaries and I also have not respected those of others because of my needs. And the confidence in life is an issue, too.
    You’re right in general it’s like no need for narcistic people to have helpful books as they are told not to have any awareness anyway about it. Maybe some won’t others do… it’s not only black and white. I always remember your words when you said: “Just like me”.
    The two practices are fine for everybody anyway. I do my “thank you” in the morning and yes, it helps a lot with confindence in life!
    Many greetings from Vienna.
    Carmen

  3. Carmen Marksteiner May 3, 2019 at 2:48 am - Reply

    I wonder why you deleted my comment. I saw that it was posted already. Seems like it is not appreciated even there wasn’t any criticism in it. It took me 20-30min to leave my comment – waste of time.

    • Radical Brilliance May 7, 2019 at 6:33 pm - Reply

      Thank you for sharing your thoughts Carmen. Your comment is there and we very much appreciate you taking the time to respond to the blog post about narcissism. Agreed, the border between tendency and disorder can be an uncertain line, but with awareness we can find a way forward.

  4. Mayra May 4, 2019 at 9:39 am - Reply

    ..I would even go 3 or 4 steps back, asking, what could have possibly happen to this person that had them want to ‘protect’ themselves in this way? And see what emerges.
    I find it fascinating that you got curious enough to inquire into this subject in the way that you did and created from there. I find you – fascinating.
    I am fascinated with the 3 or 4 steps back journey and discovering creation from there.

  5. Tulasi Adeva May 19, 2019 at 7:39 pm - Reply

    Aloha, could you recommend some of the books you picked up that you found insightful on working with Narcissists?

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